Tuesday, May 29, 2007
happy.shalala
finally we haf celebrated!well
at least we haf done STH =)
thankew for everything, really. i find myself unable to ask for anything more *hug*
and ur sweaters are comfortingly warm, and smell like u =D
so everyone flies off,
and soon the hallways will echo with silence again.
haiiiii
soci is awfully interesting, i juz wish i wasn't made to stay here for an extra month juz to read n read n read...
do u know tt if u become a chronic liar u will come to a point where u perceive ur lies as being true n then u can actually 'lie sincerely'?
i think being a scientist studying human behaviour can be fun but sometimes ur experiments are sorta pointless. like why do u need to conduct an expt to prove tt pple prefer to be friends wif altruists, and are more altruistic towards their friends? and then i recall telling my mum abt this article i read tt an expt proved tt if u put food in front of u u tend to eat more than if u put it out of sight n she was like 'u dun need an expt to prove tt, i also know!'
in a way it's like econs, where u study common sense labelled wif an impressive-sounding name.
in any case, to my 'dear' friends flying off for their holidays or home:
croissant vous! (and tt is a private joke =D)
cyn at 1:09 AM
Monday, May 28, 2007
i miss u- please come home soon...
...for the wind is howling incessantly outside, it is cold, dark and wet
and i am worried...
cyn at 12:14 AM
Friday, May 18, 2007
wasitmeuwantedorjustsome1
and tmrw i'll be fine again
and u'll never need to know why
cyn at 12:50 AM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
chwen, this is for u =)
need to destress after ur HORRIFYING paper???nth beats this la =)
cyn at 2:10 PM
Monday, May 14, 2007
wheredidthetimego
eventful day, or rather, one wif lots of drama (considering i've been holed up in my room for days, it is juz a -bleep- of drama to break the monotony, but tt's ok =) )
i'm getting intermittent periods of panic. exams start on wed, they started today for most of my frens... n i feel like i've been preparing forever yet i'm still so unprepared...
then i thot about it, i think it's cuz this is the 1st exam i've taken (for the past at least 4 years?) tt i've not had my hand held by readily available teachers n an entourage of tutors...
in other words, if anything should go wrong, it proves tt i can't really survive on my own, academically, at least. aiyo. tt is depressing...!
gurl, see it as, it WILL go great, n then u CAN! (well, i did haf ONE tutor, n an entourage of good frens, but yeah =) )
on a happier note, HAPPY B'DAY MICH!!! great chatting wif u, haven't done tt in super duper long...!
*muaxxXxx*
hope ur days as a 20-yr old are filled wif as much mad laughter, boisterous behaviour, songs n pretty, yummy things!
cyn at 8:25 PM
Saturday, May 12, 2007
iwanttotellueverything
how could i haf ever doubted u...?
too wonderful =)
the trouble wif being romantic is u envision everything in life to be a big drama. well, most of the time. u like sunsets long and fiery, the ideal end to ur life is dying for tt noble cause tt is UR COUNTRY (altho i will nv do tt, n no fear for saying tt cuz no scholarships for govt spies to revoke) or LOVE or SOME-HIGHER-CAUSE-TT-U-DUN-EVEN-KNOW-WAD, n u like ur men packaged in white suits (cloak attached, altho it is better to lose a good cloak than a good conscience =D), wif jesus-hair n astride a stallion wif flaring nostrils...
but u know, it is a greater joy to appreciate (once u know how, which i m in the midst of learning... =)) the beauty of the implicit. because then u see things tt are not obvious to anyone else... u feel it deeper within ur heart, n it stays wif u for a much longer period of time...
n tt's like growing up wif my dad, he-who-appreciates-the-subtley-in-things-like-this:
and never (except when i was really young) advocated dramatic displays of affection. tt means no hugs at the airport when i return or leave altho i CAN hug his back =), scoldings tt mean 'i wanna twist off ur head n kick it to china BUT still... i love u' n no gigantic smiles n non-stop, booming laughter. hehe. =D
i still like flowers n horses, tho. if anyone cares to know =D
cyn at 8:29 AM
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
it was a long day for all of us
more videos =) i love sesame street n the muppets! it is so random i really think i'm mentally stll stuck at tt wavelength =S haha!
getting worried... there's still so much i don't know... stats math econs urghhh =(
i can't help worrying abt how next yr will be... but still hafta deal with the here n now
urghhh!!! fight, gurl!!!
small brain means more space for growth!!!
thanks to the pple who're helping me thru my work... really really really appreciate it...
n sorry for being unreasonable n crabby... i know u're trying n it's a big thing for me =)
"wad better way could anything end
hand in hand wif a fren" =)
cyn at 11:43 AM
Monday, May 07, 2007
Pardon me, i need to save myself
issit sad when one of the things i look forward to most in the day is showering? =)
aiya v cold mah, surprisingly cold in my room brrr!!! somemore they dun turn on the heater (obviously) so it's bleak indeed! n hot water is nice =)
so for like 2 days when i was in the shower i was thinking abt how we should split the household chores in our house in the future... so random rite! haha! but i gave it some deep thot while scrubbing myself... think can like wash toilet once a fortnight n then in between the week can clean the hall n kitchen... n of course every week change person la! draw up a roster or sth. like pri sch. sec sch also had rite? then can give best cleaner award n mebbe tt person can be in charge of the cleaning for the whole year! (n tt's ok cuz it wun be me =) ) yessss! so fun (maybe not =))
n in these days of boredom n mugging i'm reading lotsa blogs n a particular one makes me a bit sad. hellishly envious, and a little bit sad. =( haiii... i juz feel like my life won't begin till i start pursuing my dreams, n well, let's juz say i'm not doing tt now. n i hope one day i will becuz if not my life will be so wasted! i dun like the idea of working hard so as to work harder in the future. aii...!
n then i was reading a random linked blog n i came across my sec sch fren's! omg! she looks so different now! n the way she writes is like, unfamiliar. i juz can't find the old her in her tone n had to go look thru all the archives n scrutinize the pix carefully to confirm it's her haha! it's nth bad but i wonder if i suddenly meet my pri sch fren one day after like 10 years wad would she think of me? haf i changed n for better or for worse? mmMm!
yest i was talking to my sis n googled random names for fun n suddenly realised (well, it sunk in deeper) tt i'm surrounded by sons (n i'm sure daughters only i haven't found them yet =)) of ultra bigshots n it's juz... surreal. i mean when u appear on google tt must mean sth rite! (tho i do also but tt's juz my blog...) i searched pictures too n then whoa! recognise tt smile n those eyes... haha! when i search MY name for pix i get things like this:
...... so handsome but too bad it ain't me.
n then i wonder if there'll ever be a time when i see these things (power, status, money) as very impt... right now is awe n then i forget it in 1 sec but wad if next time these rule my life n consume my mind n then suddenly i realise i've become a taitai =D (or someone who spends my whole life trying to be one!)
i want the muppet show dvd.....!
cyn at 5:34 PM
Sunday, May 06, 2007
big love <3
cyn at 3:30 PM
Thursday, May 03, 2007
ladeedar
feels like a bad day...for a start, i may actually be early for econs! which is an eerie feeling. =) (which is why i'm blogging. so retarded.)
butbutbut
i understood another random bit of cantonese. haha YAY...!
cya later!
cyn at 8:45 AM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
random =D
OMG! i haf funny sisters =D hahaha!!! thanx *muax!*as it is usual for me to be amused by random trivia...
i found a list of zhoujielun piano scores (which i unfortunately can't d/l =( ) (n dun laugh at me for doing useless things. and he is still hottt ;) ) n hehe! the translations are so silly.
for example...
Compendium Of Materia Medica
Popular Imitation
Rosemary
Waste Of Space
Maltose
Maternal Grandmother
Chaotic Dance Of Spring And Autumn
Casualties Of Stopping War
East Wind Breaks
The Orcs
The Iron Box Of An Island
The Tea Grandpa Makes
Milan's Small Ironsmith
Nun-Chuks
Clock That Goes Backwards
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cyn at 7:52 PM
