Saturday, May 12, 2007
iwanttotellueverything
how could i haf ever doubted u...?
too wonderful =)
the trouble wif being romantic is u envision everything in life to be a big drama. well, most of the time. u like sunsets long and fiery, the ideal end to ur life is dying for tt noble cause tt is UR COUNTRY (altho i will nv do tt, n no fear for saying tt cuz no scholarships for govt spies to revoke) or LOVE or SOME-HIGHER-CAUSE-TT-U-DUN-EVEN-KNOW-WAD, n u like ur men packaged in white suits (cloak attached, altho it is better to lose a good cloak than a good conscience =D), wif jesus-hair n astride a stallion wif flaring nostrils...
but u know, it is a greater joy to appreciate (once u know how, which i m in the midst of learning... =)) the beauty of the implicit. because then u see things tt are not obvious to anyone else... u feel it deeper within ur heart, n it stays wif u for a much longer period of time...
n tt's like growing up wif my dad, he-who-appreciates-the-subtley-in-things-like-this:
and never (except when i was really young) advocated dramatic displays of affection. tt means no hugs at the airport when i return or leave altho i CAN hug his back =), scoldings tt mean 'i wanna twist off ur head n kick it to china BUT still... i love u' n no gigantic smiles n non-stop, booming laughter. hehe. =D
i still like flowers n horses, tho. if anyone cares to know =D
cyn at 8:29 AM
