Monday, May 07, 2007
Pardon me, i need to save myself
issit sad when one of the things i look forward to most in the day is showering? =)
aiya v cold mah, surprisingly cold in my room brrr!!! somemore they dun turn on the heater (obviously) so it's bleak indeed! n hot water is nice =)
so for like 2 days when i was in the shower i was thinking abt how we should split the household chores in our house in the future... so random rite! haha! but i gave it some deep thot while scrubbing myself... think can like wash toilet once a fortnight n then in between the week can clean the hall n kitchen... n of course every week change person la! draw up a roster or sth. like pri sch. sec sch also had rite? then can give best cleaner award n mebbe tt person can be in charge of the cleaning for the whole year! (n tt's ok cuz it wun be me =) ) yessss! so fun (maybe not =))
n in these days of boredom n mugging i'm reading lotsa blogs n a particular one makes me a bit sad. hellishly envious, and a little bit sad. =( haiii... i juz feel like my life won't begin till i start pursuing my dreams, n well, let's juz say i'm not doing tt now. n i hope one day i will becuz if not my life will be so wasted! i dun like the idea of working hard so as to work harder in the future. aii...!
n then i was reading a random linked blog n i came across my sec sch fren's! omg! she looks so different now! n the way she writes is like, unfamiliar. i juz can't find the old her in her tone n had to go look thru all the archives n scrutinize the pix carefully to confirm it's her haha! it's nth bad but i wonder if i suddenly meet my pri sch fren one day after like 10 years wad would she think of me? haf i changed n for better or for worse? mmMm!
yest i was talking to my sis n googled random names for fun n suddenly realised (well, it sunk in deeper) tt i'm surrounded by sons (n i'm sure daughters only i haven't found them yet =)) of ultra bigshots n it's juz... surreal. i mean when u appear on google tt must mean sth rite! (tho i do also but tt's juz my blog...) i searched pictures too n then whoa! recognise tt smile n those eyes... haha! when i search MY name for pix i get things like this:
...... so handsome but too bad it ain't me.
n then i wonder if there'll ever be a time when i see these things (power, status, money) as very impt... right now is awe n then i forget it in 1 sec but wad if next time these rule my life n consume my mind n then suddenly i realise i've become a taitai =D (or someone who spends my whole life trying to be one!)
i want the muppet show dvd.....!
cyn at 5:34 PM
