Friday, September 05, 2008
why do i feel like i'm just stepping my way from one disappointment to another?memories are always shiny and lovely when u look back onto them but tt's just because what comes after tt is just sucky.
it was supposed to be fun. and it could have been. but.
i haf experienced disappointment, i feel like a bloody disappointment. like it was an audition. and i failed. it still feels that way--no matter what u said. what i must do now, is rose-tint it, so when i look back i see all those pretty pictures.
disappointments. i can feel another one coming up... ...
cyn at 2:43 PM