Tuesday, January 30, 2007
=D
IM GG HOME IN EASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!cyn at 9:50 AM
Monday, January 22, 2007
ThisPostIsDedicatedToPuddle&Someone =D
we had SUCH an interesting soci class today! the only highlight of my so far highly depressive day...it was abt autism... n i volunteered info abt our dear 'used to be mildly autistic fren' and his claims abt how he isn't anymore!
and got realleh interesting information from my prof, who's this specialist on autism... spent donkey years researching on it...
thing abt autism is, we usu immediately think of the speech-impaired, low-IQ sort, but autistic pple are (basically) juz pple wif hyper-male traits... we call them hyper-mechanistic cuz they're poor at social stuff and extremely gifted in the mechanical side of things... math, physics, etc. and there're some on the very high-IQ scale called Savants (who are veryveryvery good at some certain aspect, eg. art) (and their title sounds so NICE. SA-VAUNT. so nice :D) and pple wif sth called asperger's syndrome, which is juz a mild case of autism (tho they tend to be brilliant too).
AND my prof says that my fren, tt someone (who made the claim abt himself) might juz haf asperger's! n tt because of his high IQ, managed to consciously learn the social behaviours tt would make him fit into society (which typical autistics of low IQ are unable to learn). so no, he din grow out of it as claimed, he merely made use of his superior brain to get by in society (eg. memorising behaviours and responses.) tho he will breakdown in a too-fast-paced sort of environment. which i haven't seen but i dunno :)
im also quite glad u can't actually BECOME autistic as u grow older (tho u can at the age of abt 3, but definitely not 19 :D) because during my prof's lecture he said one of the signs tt may indicate tt u're autistic as an adult is the nagging feeling tt u're on the wrong planet. which i often feel. :D n tt u aren't realleh interested in wad everyone else is. which i feel sometimes too, wif shopping n other typical girly stuff. ANW, i'm not autistic. haiyer. a bit disappointed, for some reason. :D
anw, dear fren, i do find u highly interesting, as puddle knows n agrees. so i dun care wad syndrome u've got la. haha. obviously. n if u wanna go off to some other planet, pls bring me along. :):)
I GOT THE MUSIC ROOM! off to my dear piano. :D
cyn at 2:55 PM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
IFeelLykImBeingSqueezedIntoADeepDarkHole
it's almost 3am... juz back from tech crew dinner wif the excess baggage pple!it's been such a fun production week! n 2 wondrous nights of music n dance, elden's song tt (ooHHH!) melted my heart for 2 days n i cant for the life of me rmb the tune -.- (BLOODY HELL HOW ISSIT GONNA RING IN MY HEAD WHEN I CANT RMB THE T-U-N-E! hahaha :D), the beautiful bed wif the collapsing headboard tt me n janice were in charge of moving... brooms, dubious food on tables... the choc cornflakes, muffins n brownies provided by our dear i/cs!
i suddenly re-experience the joy of being involved in a drama performance... after all, one of my few happiest moments of my life tt i rmb is Pri6! the SCGS production 'Forever' where i was the father n i had a moustache i think! hahaha! n tt head full of gel n pins tt basically solidified all my hair. n all the dramas tt i acted in/directed subsequently, which yuan xin reminded me of! omg! there were realleh so many man!!! hahaha! in which i was always the strange characters... men, devil, sissy, newspaper-tearing-calafair... ... ... -,- haha! n ya... the euphoria after each performance was realleh overwhelming!!! n ya. i realleh enjoy la. :D
anw im in a state of happiness now. :D
also, i juz got timo's x'mas card!!! bursting wif joy! :D :D :D FINALLY got it! after lyk 1 mth! HAIYO! haha! thankew!!! thankew so much. u cant imagine the kind of warmth these things bring la. thanx too, chao :D
also, got 2 skype sessions to look forward to tmrw!
tho yy if u're reading this, i dun think i will make it at 8am. im an idiot to set such a stupid time la! hahaha! okok.
life at this moment is GREAT. :D
cyn at 2:45 AM
Saturday, January 13, 2007
aday
this is from yh's blog n sooo classic HAHAHHAHA i couldn't resist!
haiyyerrr i miss u gurls n our super-random convos abt guys n future families-_- n those stupid politics debates tt i dun contribute to. :D
anw this is sth fun, a s'pore production in london! n in case there're random pple in london who stumble upon my blog n see this, yeahh I HAF TIX TO SELL U :D
cyn at 2:24 AM
Friday, January 12, 2007
TooMuchCantBeGood
i haf resolved not to gossip (too much =D) anymore. awoken by rather hurtful but aii damn true comments. n ya i guess im feeling rather guilty too. so ya haha! im sure there's more to talk abt than other pple. maybe :Danw sth has happened. i dun lyk (most of) these pple much anymore. :(
tmrw is the start of a WHOLE WEEK of dinners out! omgg. pls grant me adequate sleep and happy moods and merciful hw! haha!
btw yenzhi i received ur letter oh mann realleh din expect it! (i forgot, u see haha!) u got cute spelling n stickers! n made my day :D the gifts look realleh chinese tho. haha! are u sure it wasn't from sg! hahahaha :D thanxx dear *hug* me n jiayan will love them very very much :D
heart is aching. :(
cyn at 1:27 AM
Monday, January 08, 2007
days@home
Photo highlights of my trip home!no sun no exercise, still pasty n flabby... but who cares right when the pple n food BLOW u away! =)
my beautiful sisters =)
15Dec
kbox wif junjie! me wif newly liberated hair...
n this session was realleh the best ive ever had :D i think 2 mths away from home does tt to u... suddenly all the joys are -amplified- n all the sights, sounds n smells are juz in ur face WHOA! =) or mebbe jun juz rox :)
17Dec
Team dinner at cedele!
after another shopping trip wif yenzhi at Our Place ha! she -insisted- on taking our customary dressing room pic using her wondrous camera phone :D so aii i dun haf. ha.
anw dinner was realleh realleh nice =)=)=) tho i feel lyk everyone is growing up realleh quickly, wif the booze n sex (tho not ours)... do u rmb when we were in pri sch n used to look at jc/uni students wif such -awe-! n now i feel lyk we aren't realleh those adults we saw, juz children in old-pple's skins.
ok i dunno why i suddenly sound so fatalistic. haha! nahh it was great to see everyone again! tho i envy chell's tan sooo much! n FOR ONCE im the one who remembers my gym group haa! dun we loo soo MuScUlar! (rite...)
OHOHOH n jiayan! tt's beek's happy face on receiving ur prezzie. <3
20Dec
Day when yy came to my house, we baked for hours n hours at record slow speed! n were soo late at meeting the guys at azaar...
they waited 4 hours combined man! for a 1 hr dinner... HAHAHAH. sweet to still send me cards! haaa!
ya chao i got urs le! =)=)=)
i suddenly crave prata. mebbe should learn how to make.
22Dec
Eragon wif mich my babe :D at vivocity. stupid show, great company! :D
n then we went to the lousy little arcade... where once again im disillusioned by the capacity of little kids to IRRITATE. haha! this tiny little boy HOGGING one side of the TimeCrisis shooting machine... n everytime he died, juz turned ard to his dad n stretched out his hand for $. n lyk 5 or 6 times wor! while on the other side of the machine, random kids who couldn't reach both the gun n the footpedal hammered away at them. -.- anw, we did get to play la. :)
vivo is shitty place man! but view is nice. :D
23Dec
My dad's b'day! steamboat n CHAMPAGNE n lovely lovely awfully chocolate cake! n angbaos from 3 out of 4 kids! ha!
im finally old enuf to be able to decide which ingredients to put in :D, n be immune to splattering. next muz learn how to judge when prawns are cooked.
anw i <3 home dinners best. n my mum says i look lyk violet oon in the pic. aiyooo. :D
25Dec
Kbox wif timo n chao! ...after the previous day's Kbox wif my sisters. i regret not learning the new duets leh. why is hebe suddenly such a babe. timo was stoned after sleepless days gallivanting around. haha! but the resulting nasalness good for those nasal songs. aiya. wadeva :D
n after, since chao was procrastinating abt ironing his uniform, we went to eat nice nice things! the rochor tauhui n the coffee club mudpie! wowowowow! i <3!
26Dec
watched show wif 2 shuai ge n 1 busty women. budden i'd watched so many reviews tt it was lyk, upon seeing zhou in his armour fighting, all i could think of was him saying how hard it was n how he wasn't scared of getting hurt were he to fall. argh! or to see him die then recall chowyunfat saying how zhou's so popular tt he had no choice but to get him killed off. such a spoiler. haha!
dinenr wif lil at fishnco wheelock! again! ohh gurl i miss u sooo much n this i realleh mean! n juz for the record, nooo u bore me least. :D
27Dec
Departure day eve dinner at IMM :D i love jap food! n shopping randomly in daiso for umbrellas, or wooden-fences-to-keep-cats-out lyk the last time.
cyn at 11:43 PM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
my goodness this has got to be the saddest song ever...
我不好愛 陳奕迅不好愛
已經造成不少傷害
別再忍耐
病情這麼危殆
沒幾多 千萬人 億萬人
有一些人卻
實在不適合被寵愛
＊你 又美麗 又偉大 又這麼慷慨
我 被厚待 亦相當意外
給你寵愛 這戀愛 結果倒下來
大概只是 我不好愛
我 又憤怒 又脆弱 固執不會改
怕 由冷落 卻不肯接待
給 你寵愛 這戀愛 愛不出未來
大概都是 我不好愛
不好愛
太多問題假裝不在
沒處不在
事情的不完美
是超出 受得起 以外
就算你 吞下來 忍下來
有一些人卻
永遠不適合被深愛
你 又美麗 又偉大 又這麼慷慨
我 被厚待 亦相當意外
給 你寵愛 這戀愛 結果倒下來
大概只是 我不好愛
我 又憤怒 又脆弱 愛都不敢愛
怕 被冷落 卻不肯接待
當 你跟我 有一個 那麼不易愛
得你一人 愈來愈可愛
cyn at 2:39 PM
Thursday, January 04, 2007
OhUAreSoAmazing=)=)
*yawnzzZzz*i juz finished doing up my CV based on my sister's sample of hers tt she used lyk some years ago
and
omg SANS im sooo proud of u, u haf all these impressive things gosh man! ur capability juz -shines- man. shit how am i to compare. :(
but i realised
tt altho mine is rather devoid of fantastic academic achievements or jobs in high-profile companies...
i DO haf a wide variety of many quirky jobs in strange little places tt... i was fired from becuz of excessive dreaminess, or which shut down shortly after i joined, or whose boss i fought wif (n i sorta regret :S) :):); i haf tasted many foods which i will nv ever get to again in the future (eg. others' leftover sukiyakis and ice-creams or fresh, lovingly-prepared california rolls oh thankew!), seen and dug my hands thru dog innards after cutting it open, n then sewing it closed :):), ermz....! fighting and rolling about wif 4 hyper kids or being called a 'naughty pussycat' twice a week by an adorable little terror haaaa...
n i DO haf quite a few hobbies n interests tt go further than typical female things lyk shopping or manicures...
n this is not on my CV of cuz, but, lyking n being lyked by random pple from all over the place :)
n u know wad? im rather proud of myself for all tt :D (AND for actually remembering all this! oh my...yay :))
the time for seriousness will come, but hey, let's try to be kids for a little longer. :)
and! here's some random nonsense.
u know zhoujielun's song ting ma ma de hua...? i realised a few days back tt the lyrics are actually quite funny :D n some parts are so lovely n cute! lyk...
- keep the sweater ur mum knitted for u becuz years later u can tell her tt u're still keeping it
- dun send out the love letter u've written becuz the next day u'll pick it up again on the bball court floor
- u (who is supposedly zhoujielun as a kid) will later get to meet chow yun fatt n so u can now brag to ur friends tt next time the king of gamblers will be ur father (haha i finally figured out why is father la :) )
arghh it all sounds sorta shitty translated actually! go listen urself :D
cyn at 2:10 AM
